Agonising Abstinence

I have never been the type to consider sex before marriage sinful or wrong, nor do I think that it takes away from the commitment of marriage once you have found the person you want to spend the rest of your life with and yet, after years of experience and trying many things I never thought I would even consider doing, let alone adore doing – I find myself seven days into a month long vow of celibacy…

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Believe it or not, this was actually my idea… at the time, my choice was based more on me wanting to prove to my partner that I could actually survive without any sexual acts (yes, we have excluded passionate kissing here as well – what the hell was I thinking???) as well as simply challenging myself with something that I knew would not be easy to achieve – but now I see that this invisible chastity belt of pain and anguish is far more valuable than I imagined.

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Still, I type this… tongue on the floor, panties in a knot, mind darting from one pornographic image to the next – desperately fantasizing about the beautifully wrapped handle of our bamboo cane tightly nuzzled between his fingers, that now sits lonely in a corner calling my name each and every single day as I open the front door after a hard days work… torture? Oh you have no idea!

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It is now, at my weakest, that I ask all of you to please Be Obscene for me while I wait for the chance to make up for lost times on our wedding night… I dare you, I implore you, challenge you and think of you – make me proud ladies and gentlemen!!!

 

Silence

They say that silence can be both deafening and golden – which is it to you?

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Do you thrive on the thought of how filthy he just might get when compelled to help you keep your mouth shut as you teeter on the edge of consuming satisfaction? Does it make you shift in your seat to imagine his fingers clamped desperately around your throat, your mouth unable to utter a single sound except for your very last breath escaping terrified from your lips?

Oh how scrumptious that which we are taught to believe is wrong as children can be once we become adults – not due to age but pure demented, twisted, wicked and wonderful experience.

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Deafening silence lends itself to limp limbs and yawns of boredom. It mocks your desire, your sexuality, releasing uncontrollable bursts of laughter at you as you try – in vain – to thrill, and ultimately spill, yourself and your partner.

I say, suspend it, arms and legs clamped. Watch it panic, its anticipation growing. Tap your palm with that strategically studded paddle, allow vengeance to extend a threatening glint to your eyes… There is no place for silence here, unless – of course – it is forced upon a soon to be pile of quivering human release and relief.

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Be Obscene – Because simple, relentless and complete pleasure never comes quietly.

Fancy Footwork

What tickles you pink? A woman straight off of the cover of Vogue with long, perfectly defined stems that you feel would look best wrapped around your neck – you buried balls deep inside her? A pair of deliciously plump and puckered lips – on her face or, even yummier, between her thighs? Your very own Christian Grey with large, well-manicured hands, furnished with fingers long enough to make your ex feel feminine?

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Or is it, by some chance, possible that the thought of having her slide her foot (prepubescently pumiced, nails varnished in a colour that tugs enticingly at the dark desires tingling in your groin) over your sex – her toes teasing the tip of your hastily growing member as you realize that lubricant does, in fact, have a greater purpose – is what you truly crave?

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Is it not purely fantastic that we, as basic sexual Neanderthals, are able to find such beauty in a body part that most consider important enough only to decorate with shoes?

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Be Obscene – Give in, give up, surrender, normal should never be the standard!

Aggression

Most of us live in a world limited by what society deems both appropriate and taboo. We believe what the fearful and self conscious tell us without realising that we, ourselves, should not be fearful or self conscious – but rather, confident and open minded enough to try everything at least once without judgement.

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Sometimes, we don’t like to admit it – but when it comes to the fetishes and fantasies that truly have us sitting on the edge of our seats, begging for release – it is generally the darker, more forbidden, depraved things that get us going.

 

Do you want her to take control? To leave you, the man – the beast that is able to split her in half – in a bruised and bitten pile of pleasure on the bedroom floor, after having dominated you gagged and hungry-for-more alter ego.

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Are you brave enough to confess that the twinge of pain that comes with him filling your stretched, sweetly sensitive sex, makes you want him to thrust even deeper than he already has… makes you want him to grab hold of you hips and pull you back onto him, just when you think you couldn’t possibly take any more?

 

It’s not always about acting on the dark desires you constantly force to the back of your mind – it’s about finding someone that thinks on the same primitive, sexual level… someone that will embrace each and every one with you.

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Be Obscene – Because life’s too short to be anything else!!!

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Delicious

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I don’t know what it was the first time I met him that made me so wet… That had my insides tied up in deliciously quivering knots… the kind of knots that can only be released by the soul wrenching orgasm that leaves you smiling in a satisfied heap of damp and tingling skin, without a care in the world.

I wouldn’t say that I believe in love at first sight necessarily, but I most definitely believe in cum-at-first-sight. More than ready to have him slide deep inside me, pressed gingerly against his office desk, my nipples rock hard and alert from the polished surface and the breeze teasing me, cooling my wetness, I knew now, more than ever, I would give myself without hesitation.

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After finally having tasted every inch of him, after having him fill me, thrill me and spill me all over the length of his heavenly sex, the lust and anticipation still remains, more raw and exposed than ever before – not a sexual secret between us.

Can you call yourself brave, bare and beautiful? Do you know what it is like to surrender, risk everything and dig deeper than ever before? If not, I suggest you start.

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Be Obscene – Because life’s too short to be anything else.

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Just Tonight

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Tonight, all I want is to have him buried deep inside me…. I want the windows wide open as the raging storm passes to stifle my moaning, my groaning… My oh-so-very-needed release, more than once, more than twice, maybe even more than thrice.

I want to have him use his long, talented fingers to tease me… to slide over me and feel how damp my thong is as it becomes more unbearable to have stuck to me… to feel him push his tongue into my mouth and feel his body respond to the lust for more of me as I drag my nails slowly and painfully down his bare back. 

Tell me that I’m not alone. Tell me that as you read this, you are longing for the more, craving the OBSCENE, wanting to lose control and forget who you are for long enough to lose all sensation in your legs???

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All The Things

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There are these things… These moments, toys, materials and feelings… They envelope and consume me, slowly parting my lips, making me pant, spreading with consuming heat between my hungrily parting legs. All of which meet in the depths of my groin and render me slave to what I crave most.

I close my eyes and envision what would soothe, satisfy, sate my need, smiling at the endless possibilities. I see latex, silicone and leather. I imagine the feel of the mocking sting that comes with the flick of his wrist and what lies firmly pressed against his palm. Yes, a little thrashing never hurt, perhaps his hand could finish the punishment? Although how this has ever been considered punishment I will never know…

What do you see as you close your eyes now? Are you scared to embrace it, do it, let it consume you? Don’t be. Give in. Give up. In this moment, your relief and euphoria matter more than your fear. 

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